Blackbear - ​fuilu lyrics

I miss you
But I never really knew you at all
Forget you
Here's to all the years with no calls
Run through all these thoughts in my mind
Fuck you, I love you at the same time

I love you, but it's fuck you
Never really trust you
Another fuckin' birthday
I ain't heard from you
Tighten up my loose ends
Clean the drugs from my head
Wake up feelin' sick
I sleep with demons in my bed

Blank stares
Blank chairs at every single table
Times we never shared that made me unstable
Wishing you were here because I need you now
You promised me that you would come around
Yeah

I miss you
But I never really knew you at all
Forget you
Here's to all the years with no calls
Run through all these thoughts in my mind
Fuck you, I love you at the same damn time

Woah oh
Woah oh
Fuck you, I love you at the same time
Woah oh
Woah oh
Fuck you, I love you at the same damn time
(Love you at the same damn time)

I love you, but it's fuck you
Never really come through
Pieces of my heart fallin'
Apart and comin' unglued
Heard you in a better place
Only God could judge you
I love you, but it's fuck you
(I love you, but it's fuck you)

Blank stares
Blank chairs at every single table
Times we never shared that made me unstable
Wishing you were here because I need you now
You promised me that you
Would come around, yeah
Yeah

I miss you
But I never really knew you at all
Forget you
Here's to all the years with no calls
Run through all these thoughts in my mind
Fuck you, I love you at the same damn time

Woah oh
Woah oh
Fuck you, I love you at the same time
Woah oh
Woah oh
Fuck you, I love you at the same damn time

Erase the parts of me I wish would die
The memories I made when you were alive
Now the only thing that
Really gets me through
Is knowin' that I'll be a
Better man than you
And if you wanna know the truth, the truth is

I miss you
But I never really knew you at all
Forget you
Here's to all the years with no calls
Run through all these thoughts in my mind
Fuck you, I love you at the same damn time

Woah oh
Woah oh
Fuck you, I love you at the same damn time
Woah oh
Woah oh
Fuck you, I love you at the same time