Blackbear - ​​​​​​i dont love me ​ lyrics

Dream another nightmare
I'm in love with all these ghosts
Stumble up a flight of stairs
Wake up all alone mixin' up my words now
Don't leave me high and dry
'Cause I'm mixin' up prescriptions
I don't wanna lose my life

I'm afraid that misery might
Take me backwards
I'm afraid my misery might bring you down

It's 'cause I don't love me anymore
I kill myself every day a little more
And I need you now like I needed you then
I don't love me
So I can't love you in the end
I don't love you anymore
I lose myself evеry day a little more
And I don't need you now
Like I needеd you then i don't love me
So I can't love you in the end

I wish that I was someone else
Different face and different home
'Cause I'm cleanin' out my closet
Afraid of what I'll find alone
Now I'm tryin' to remember
What it felt like to hold you
You said, "Why you let yourself down?"
"Why do these demons control you?"

I'm afraid that misery might
Take me backwards
I'm afraid my misery might bring you down

It's 'cause I don't love me anymore
I kill myself every day a little more
And I need you now like I needed you then
I don't love me
So I can't love you in the end
I don't love you anymore
I lose myself every day a little more
And I don't need you now
Like I needed you then i don't love me
So I can't love you in the end

In the end in the end
I don't really love you i can't even hug you
I don't love me i can't love you