Blackbear - ​i hope your whole life sux lyrics

​beartrap, yeah

Sittin', thinkin' slow
I'm all alone in my hotel
I think it's Albuquerque
I forgot what day it is, you fuckin' hurt me
I don't know, i'm flyin' girls around the
World to validate myself
I think it's funny, yo
Lololol's the only L's I'm
Takin' shots at myself, that's the truth
Close my eyes
This girl I barely knew felt just like you
Instagram be feelin' like the grocery store
I pick and choose
I got a lot in my account but
I ain't got shit to lose

The truth
Yeah, is I've been up for days on cocaine
The truth is I've been up for days tryin'
Not to think about you
I hope that I'm the reason
That you can't sleep
I hope that your whole life sucks without me
The truth
Is I've been up for days thinkin' 'bout you
I've been up for days thinkin' 'bout you
I've been up for days thinkin' 'bout you

Once again, you ain't made no time for me
Ain't no surprise to me
All my friends are really dead
This ain't no "XO Llif3" for me
Mama wasn't 'round that much growin' up
It's all good
Rather pay the mortgage than to see
My bro in the hood daddy saw me on TV
He proud that he adopted me
He called me bugging out 'cause now
His radio play "do re mi"
But everybody wants something
He ain't ask for nothing
Every time I wanted something, he said
"Mow some lawns, get a job
Have a backup plan B and a C
And have fun in moderation, work harder
Ain't shit for free"

The truth
Yeah, is I've been up for days on cocaine
The truth is I've been up for days tryin'
Not to think about you
I hope that I'm the reason
That you can't sleep
I hope that your whole life sucks without me
The truth
Is I've been up for days thinkin' 'bout you
Is I've been up for days thinkin' 'bout you
Is I've been up for days thinkin' 'bout you