Blackfield - October lyrics

My happiness is buried in the sand
In the backyard of my life
I can't remember where
Think it was October's rain
That watched me cry
No one else was around my happiness

Diving to the bottom of the sea
To find the wild white pearls
Which hide from me
But only empty shells were lying there
Like my happiness, my happiness

And when you see me running
Don't assume I'm running
To somewhere I belong
And when you see me crying
Don't feel sorry for me
My happiness is a like a snake
It slides below the wooden floor
To the darkest place
And just sit's and wait's till no one's there
Just like my happiness, my happiness

And when I see you smiling
I come to you, I'm trying
To steal your smile for me

I hate you when you're glowing
The way you're walking between my tears

So when you see me running
Don't assume I'm running
To somewhere I belong
And when you see me crying
Don't feel sorry for me

So when I die and October comes
And the leaves start falling
Down upon the ground
And when the rain will stop you can be sure
I've found my happiness