BLESSED - FAKE SMILES lyrics

(Ooh, my smile is fake, It all away, oh)

I'm jealous of the wind and it's freedom
I can hear the cries from a thousand miles
Yeah tell me
Where your friends when you need 'em?
When I look around, I see lying eyes
I'm jealous of the wind and it's freedom
I can hear the cries from a thousand miles
Yeah tell me
Where your friends when you need 'em?
When I look around, I see lying eyes

See, I was dropped at birth
From space to earth
My name is BLESSED but I feel cursed, yeah
I'd rather die than live a lie
Send my soul into the sky
Tryin' to balance out these lows
Wonder why we all get (high)
To tell the truth
I'm a walking contradiction
Drink in my hand, claiming I'm a Christian
Cry out for help and I don't ever listen
Nice guy but I treat her like a dickhead

I'm jealous of the wind and it's freedom
I can hear the cries from a thousand miles
Yeah tell me
Where your friends when you need 'em?
When I look around, I see lying eyes
I'm jealous of the wind and it's freedom
I can hear the cries from a thousand miles
Yeah tell me
Where your friends when you need 'em?
When I look around, I see lying eyes

These tears are real
But my smile is fake, I might slip away
These tears are real
(Don't wanna pop a pill just to feel)
(Don't wanna do this just to deal)
But my smile is fake
(Tell that it's real, if it's real)
Take it all away
(I said, tell me that it's real
If it's real)

I need deep rest to stop from being depressed
Why do I smoke more and eat less?
I need a recess all the
Stress is weighing down
Tryin' to fit in circles but
I'm always standing out, my
Smile is a mask that I wear
To hide from the fact that I'm scared
To hide from the fact no one's there
You say you care but no one ever really cares

I'm jealous of the wind and it's freedom
I can hear the cries from a thousand miles
Yeah tell me
Where your friends when you need 'em?
When I look around, I see lying eyes
I'm jealous of the wind and it's freedom
I can hear the cries from a thousand miles
Yeah tell me
Where your friends when you need 'em?
When I look around, I see lying eyes

These tears are real
But my smile is fake, I might slip away
These tears are real
(Don't wanna pop a pill just to feel)
(Don't wanna do this just to deal)
But my smile is fake
(Tell that it's real, if it's real)
Take it all away
(I said, tell me that it's real
If it's real)