Blueprint, Illogic - Sacrifice (Chamber Music) lyrics

The children dance hand in
Hand to expand ideas
In fear of forgetting who they are
The only remnants of reflection is the dusty
Horn section of a dying star
I've never been where I'm going and
I don't know where I'll be
But, I'll keep things off the hook
So don't try to reach me
My eyes are slightly open now
Am starting to see
What my parents and grandmother were
Trying to teach me
See it rained on my parade
Drench floats and marching band
Soak the sponge now I plunge
In my son's laughter
Animated suspension with anti matrix
Intentions language lifting
Put the script in one chapter
Is this what Jimmy felt when
Purple haze was pending
Strumming the strings not know where
The tunnel would end?
I'm learning somethings I've
Where karma bends
In that cliff where life and sacrifice blends

They say the grass is always
Greener on the other side
I jump the fence so where I
Am won't look so dismal
Saw a tidal wave coming thought
I'd take a ride
Though I only feel alive when
Am holding a pencil
I volunteered to kamikaze now
Search for rejected seeds
But all I found was quil in loose leaf sheets
So as my my ship sinks I can only spill ink
And write my life away
I've done this twice today
I've danced with wolves and
Ate lunch with cannibals
Am allergic to fur so I
Don't play with animals
I won't dive in the main-stream
I'd rather be canon ball
Stressing life lessons in mic'
Sessions exposing flaws
See I read that satisfaction's
The death of desire
Am only satisfied when am left in the fire
Blazing blissful, yet absent minded
Am laughing 'cause I've lost myself
And am tryna find him