Body Count - God, Please Believe Me lyrics

I spend my life between the light
Blue lines of loose leaf
I spend my time between impressionable
Minds and true beef
I spend my days up, my nights up
It's too hard to sleep look at my face
It's not the one of someone at peace
I carry guns when I don't need to
But my mind's so fucked
I see assassins coming out of the rough
I keep my doors locked
Windows shut, shades down, so pound
Waiting on some Satans who
May think of invading
When I do sleep I dream about pain and unrest
About gunfights and dum dums
Exploding my chest
I see my boys that've died
Sitting with me again
And when I wake I realise that
I've lost most of my friends
Will my past come back to get me?
Will them bosses that we shot
Come back to wreck me? I'm paranoid
It ain't easy when your lifestyle
Was grimy and greasy
I'm trying to make peace with
The karma and the drama
God, please, believe me