Boondox - Devil's Due lyrics

Blood oath in my bedroom
With a finger on the trigger and a candle lit
And I think I might be dead soon
To take another hit of liquor
Should I handle it
My life has been fucked up for so long
That it's got me doin' crazy shit
And I hear the Devil in my cell phone
Yeah, I really think I might be crazy, bitch
Nah, ain't slept in about a week
And I am weak from the deprivation
There's no relief that I can seek
'Cause, I am running out of medication
Been seeing things that I can't believe
And they are speakin' to me openly
And sayin' this was all a dream
While they are screamin', leanin' over me
The black eyes and a split tongue
Has got a motherfucker thinkin'
I'm a sacrifice black smoke into my lungs
And then these motherfuckers didn't have
To ask me twice
Now I can't say what I've become
But, I am no longer in control
Oh, no, what have they done
Because I think I just lost my soul

Inside me, it's awakened, no control
It's takin' over there ain't no mistakin'
Slowly breakin' super nova
There is no friend to me
And I'm my own worst enemy
There's no repent in me
So bad angels won't mention me

A nightmare is all I see
There's no rest for the wicked
And no rest for me
Yeah, I think they might be following
So I really hope it's not my destiny
To be the pawn of an evilness
And I don't even know the fuckin' game
You wanna know what this evil is
Then just say my motherfuckin' name
Some Jim Bean and a Ouija board
And add a little bit of desperation
This whole thing was my reward
'Cause, I was lookin' for an explanation
Curiosity, it killed the cat
And then it put me in the
Place where a demon dwell
How the hell I'm gon' deal with that
When we livin' in the place
Where a demon fell?
There's no hope, nowhere to hide
And there ain't nobody in here savin' me
Yeah, they been at it for a long while
Been all up in the dark waitin' patiently
A small glimpse of an afterlife
And now I'll never get to make it through
It's no luck when ya cast the dice
And the Devil comes to take his due

Inside me, it's awakened, no control
It's takin' over there ain't no mistakin'
Slowly breakin' super nova
There is no friend to me
And I'm my own worst enemy
There's no repent in me
So bad angels won't mention me
Inside me, it's awakened, no control
It's takin' over there ain't no mistakin'
Slowly breakin' super nova
There is no friend to me
And I'm my own worst enemy
There's no repent in me
So bad angels won't mention me