Boondox - Diggin' Myself Out lyrics

So many times, i sit and ask myself "Why
Are you afraid to die?
What is this fear that blinds you?
Is it the thought of uncontrollable pain
The suffocating loss of oxygen to your brain?
Is it the people you have in your heart
The ones closest by your side
When your soul depart?" (Soul depart)
It's just a question that haunts mankind
Where am I going? Is there an afterlife?
I sit and think about it
And my blood runs cold
The mysteries of life and
All the stories untold
Why we here? Where we going? Why do I exist?
Is there a point or any
Answer to all of this? (All of this)
Will my spirit walk restless
Amongst the graves
Haunting generations in a vile of rage?
Or will my body just rot for maggot feast
Gnawing on my bones while i rest in peace?
(Rest in peace)

When you die (Will you)
Realize (What takes you)
From this life (I suffer)
Diggin' myself out this hole that
They buried me in when you die (Will you)
Realize (What takes you)
From this life (I suffer)
Diggin' myself out this hole that
They buried me in

The fear of darkness when they lower me down
Will I be conscious to the fact
That I'm up under the ground
And will I hear all the tears
Of the ones who attend
And the dirt hit my coffin
When they lower me in
Or will I hover above, lookin' down on me?
Realize the situation and just
What it all means
A body laid to rest and a spirit left to fly
No instruction or direction or a
Sky when I die is there a tunnel? Will I
Walk into the light?
See the people long lost who I knew in life
Will my back spread wings as the choir sings
A halo on my head, that heavenly bling
And in the blink of an eye
Will it be snatched away?
Pulled into the grips of hell
My soul left to pay
For the sins of my father and
The sins of his father
Will the demons leave me down like
A lamb to the slaughter?
(Lamb to the slaughter)

When you die (Will you)
Realize (What takes you)
From this life (I suffer)
Diggin' myself out this hole that
They buried me in when you die (Will you)
Realize (What takes you)
From this life (I suffer)
Diggin' myself out this hole that
They buried me in
Diggin' myself out this hole that
They buried me in

(Will we remember) All the things
That we ever knew
Memories of this life, comin' back to you
Or will we rot deep inside of a shallow grave
Eyes closed forever in our
Final resting place?
(Will we remember) all the
Pain of being alone
And how the Juggalo world took
Us into their home?
And now this hatchet means more than
A tat on my arm or this charm
I'll serve you up some bodily harm

When you die (Will you)
Realize (What takes you)
From this life (I suffer)
Diggin' myself out this hole that
They buried me in when you die (Will you)
Realize (What takes you)
From this life (I suffer)
Diggin' myself out this hole that
They buried me in