Boondox - The Sober Truth lyrics

Y'all thought I was done, huh?
Thought it was over? Shit, it ain't over
I'm just gettin' started in this motherfucker
Boondox! The Scarecrow

And these moments I can't take
That I feel like I'mma break
When did I get so down
Never thought I slow down
Was it over? Got sober
Didn't know what I might do
Felt like hands from a priest and
It hit me that
(I knew I was a motherfucking beast)

Ain't been too long I've been sober
Blacked out most of my damn life
Bitches get fucked in bent over
I got shot on the next wife
Y'all don't know but a little bit
My shit ain't been closed to told
Always say that I'm loosin' it
But my soul ain't been close to sold
Angel on my shoulder and the
Devil in my right hand lookin' to Jehova
Empty bottles on the night stand
Battle with delusion calls
Battle with who close to me
So much damn confusion didn't know
Who I supposed to be
But never no more, repeat that never no more
I see that comin' from a mile
Away and never no more
Don't be that same motherfucker with my
Head up in the cloud
Not just another motherfucker screamin' "hey
Look at me now"
Still rollin' with the heater, desert eagle
That will never change
Quick to pull the triger now y'all
Fools are never outta range
Only thing you need to know I got
To put this on my tatt
Dox is fucking monster ressurected
Put that on a hat

The worst thing that they ever did
Was let me get my mind right
They shoulda kept me on that shit
Not let me get my rhyme tight
19 days locked in the dark
Y'all don't think I was coming back
Dirty now, he ain't got the heart
But here I spit on another track
Hoping that these bastards don't forgot
How much they hate me
Hope they still be sleepin' on
It and highly underrate me
Hope your girl still flicks her bean
While you at work to my shit
Hope she use your credit card on
ITunes when she buy it
Now I got this new shit
Enjoy it now and live it up
First that she hear this gon' be the
Last time that she give it up
On you can put that on a tall tee
With my number writen under it
So she can call me
Call me? A motherfucker call me lame ass
Long as heatens love me you can
Put a bullet in my brain
And they gon' resurrect me on the third day
(apparition)
You just feedin' fire to the flames bitch
(ammunition)