Jamie Madrox, Boondox - Wait for Death lyrics

Another day over (Another day over)
Another tap on the shoulder while
These things get closer
Another day older (Another day older)
See the ghosts in my past
Who I know need closure
Probably won't end well
(Probably won't end well)
All the dirt that I've been doing
Finally catching up to me
Hit the chronic and I inhale
(Chronic and I inhale)
Wonder who is gonna do it, grab the weapon
Start shooting
But I won't be no victim because I've been
Living my life just like a villain
Been ripe for the killing
For anybody in my life that might be willing
And I know that it's only a
Matter of time before my reckoning
Screams for my demise have been
Getting louder and it's deafening

And I can feel it (And I can feel it)
Coming in the air tonight, yeah I can see it
(I can see it)
Been waiting for it all my life
The reaper creeping (The reaper creeping)
I probably should be terrified
A deeper meaning (Deeper meaning)
But why should I be scared to die?

It's time for a change in
The way you're thinking
It's time to make room, push it aside
This mind and this heart
Thinking of these feelings
There's no way this can be right
Can someone
Something out there make me feel again
I highly doubt it if no one
Nothing can make me feel then I'm giving in
I'll live without it

Hoping for the quick death
(Hoping for the quick death)
I don't wanna see it coming
Hear the shot and then nothing
Gone with a quickness
(Get gone with a quickness)
One final breath and then
The heart'll stop pumping
Shoulda tied up loose ends
(Should have tied up loose ends)
Shoulda put a fucking bullet in 'em
Send 'em to the cemetery
That's how you lose friends
(That's how you lose friends)
In a world of "coulda beens" but
That shit is only temporary
We are the villains because
We've been living
Our life just like the victim
Enemies we picked 'em
Coulda been homies but then
Humanity kicked in
One hand extended while the other
Grips a Smith & Wesson
Life is an agenda we done question
Death it is the lesson

And I can feel it (And I can feel it)
Coming in the air tonight, yeah I can see it
(I can see it)
Been waiting for it most my life
The reaper creeping (The reaper creeping)
I probably should be terrified
A deeper meaning (Deeper meaning)
But why should I be scared to die?

It's time for a change in
The way you're thinking
It's time to make room, push it aside
This mind and this heart
Thinking of these feelings
There's no way this can be right
Can someone
Something out there make me feel again
I highly doubt it if no one
Nothing can make me feel then I'm giving in
I'll live without it