Braids - Eclipse (Ashley) lyrics

At my core, I feel good
My essence is assured
But there's so many layers to get there
So much built up
So many left their mark on me
The non-literal wound of our heart broken

I sat on the side of a quarry
As the moon came to hug the Sun
An abusive lover, casting shadows
As it reaches in for a kiss

What eclipses me? In my life?
In my life?

I asked inside our homes turned up
What diverges me from my highest potential
Highest preparedness ha ha!
Myself

What eclipses me? In my life?
In my life?

Myself, at the age of twenty-seven
Questioning that the universe
Doesn't trust me have a plan for me
Like we can find ourselves ourself
It's in the tall grass
It's in their long hair in our dark eyes
Hologram nails the love of two
Women my best friend
Ashley ashley
Ashley ashley
Ashley ashley
Ashley

What eclipses me? In my life?
In my life? What eclipses me?
In my life?