Brakence - Clouded lyrics

(brakence) i don’t know me outside this head
You reminded me of what I thought free meant
And so we made a friendship out
Of finding out who we are
And I’ve stopped trying since you told me
I’m only what I want that ain’t me

So could you call me over
Without the bitter hesitation
And place your money where your mouth is?
All my thoughts are clouded
But I can still say I’m 'bout it
Soon as my head gon' cave in
Oh and if I had the chance
To remake all of my decisions
Well, I wouldn’t take it
Because you got me fucked up but if
I don’t use this as agency i’ll never change
I’ll never change

(Breathe easy) breathe easy
(Breathe easy, B-breathe easy)
(Breathe easy, Breathe easy)
Breathe easy (Breathe easy)

Call me over without the bitter hesitation
And place your money where your mouth is
All my thoughts are clouded
But I can still say I’m 'bout it
Soon as my head gon' cave in
Oh and if I had the chance
To remake all of my decisions
Well, I wouldn’t take it
'Cause you got me fucked up but if
I don’t use this as agency i’ll never change
I’ll never change

But sincerely it’s my fault
I've been chasing the answer to
What it is we want
And I ain’t found it out yet
But I’ll wait for the right time
Gotta few bad voices, I might lie
So just tell me if you’ve had enough
I don’t want you stressed out
So pray to God
The best of me is showing when I’m with you
Got a ways to go
My eyes are open is that an issue?
And I’m prone to show a lack of potency
It's like fuck my indecision
I need to restore my focus
'Cause I’ve been wasted on myself
I’ll just let you know
Ain’t past mistakes that I made
I don’t let it go
I can’t forget anything need you to
Hold me over once again

I take you everywhere with me
Waiting for a day to arrive
'Cause I can think I’m on fire
Every time you burn out my eyes

So call me over without the bitter hesitation
And place your money where your mouth is
All my thoughts are clouded
But I can still say I’m 'bout it
Soon as my head gon' cave in
Oh and if I had the chance
To remake all of my decisions
I wouldn’t take it
Because you got me fucked up but if
I don’t use this as agency i’ll never change
I'll never change