Bratmobile - In Love With All My Lovers lyrics

Even though I was here in August
I will never you well again
Time is priceless and being wasted
And taken for granted, i should've known
Someone told me to be strong, but look at me
How can I be
Of any use to anyone? I am silent
And scared and in the way
I needed you to tell me what to do
But this time you were not in charge
The right thing lies within your eyes
So maybe I'll start tomorrow
I don't want to forget you
But it's painful to remember
You told me that you want to die
But that you didn't know how
I saw you in so much pain
I had no idea how to relieve it
You were strong and I was wrong
It's so hard to see you fall
Every moment that I'm not with you is
A torture more than I can bear
Every morning I wake to miss
You and every night despair
I told you I would let you go
I want you to come back to me
I didn't think it would end like this
I never thought it would be you
I know it it's not my fault
I know that it's not yours either
I can't eat and I can't sleepp
No one comes over anymore
Throwing up all day and night
I am giving up on everything
If they only knew what I've been through
They would know that it broke my heart