Brokencyde - I Think I'm Going Insane lyrics

Fuck ahh

Oh, I'm not addicted to drugs
I'm addicted to being hurt
It may seem berserk
But none of these stress relievers work

Poppin' pill after pill
Trying to get my head straight
Trying to over power the pain
Until the next day

But it ain't happening
I'm an addict that's half asleep
While the other half of me is trapped
In a series of bad dreams

My current position was trippin' on
Trees of acid casts
Until my eyes collapsed and
Suicide was an aftermath



I'm falling down erasing memories
You gave to me
I'm still alive and nothing you can
Say can make me breathe

So please take away the pain that hurts me
I don't wanna be alone and thirsty

So many drugs to push the pain
I have entrapped in me
'cause I don't wanna live my
Life inside this fantasy

So please take away the pain that fills me
I don't wanna be the one that kills me

I can't take this pain 'cause I'm DIEING
I can't close my eyes 'cause I'm CRYING

'Cause these pills have taken' over my
Brain, side effects causes pain
I think I'm going insane (INSANE)

I can't take this pain 'cause I'm DIEING
I can't close my eyes 'cause I'm CRYING

'Cause these pills have taken' over my
Brain, side effects causes pain
I think I'm going insane (INSANE)

I guess I'm insane indeed
'cause no matter what the fuck I
Do you never seem happy

Adapting to stronger drugs
Larger quantities, killing myself constantly
My eyes start to bleed

The feeling of being alive
Just isn't enough
Serenches I stuff with heroine, I'm feeling
The rush inside of my veins
And my brain's fried from filling
Too much with drugs
I'm willing to crush my chances
Of being in love

I'm falling down erasing memories
You gave to me
I'm still alive and nothing you can
Say can make me breathe

So please take away the pain that hurts me
I don't wanna be alone and thirsty

So many drugs to push the pain
I have entrapped in me
'cause I don't wanna live my
Life inside this fantasy

So please take away the pain that fills me
I don't wanna be the one that kills me

I can't take this pain 'cause I'm DIEING
I can't close my eyes 'cause I'm CRYING

'Cause these pills have taken' over my
Brain, side effects causes pain
I think I'm going insane (INSANE)

I can't take this pain 'cause I'm DIEING
I can't close my eyes 'cause I'm CRYING

'Cause these pills have taken' over my
Brain, side effects causes pain
I think I'm going insane (INSANE)

Maybe because you made me that way
Turn me into a monster I
Would have never became

Creating thoughts of dying eventually
Severed my brain
Irritated my vains, intoxicated my system

It went on for days, I had cravings of wisdom
I wanted your fuckin' opinion so
I'm making you listen
Listen to all of the pain
I've been feeling recently
Killed myself and only now do you
Realize that you miss me

I'm falling down erasing memories
You gave to me
I'm still alive and nothing you can
Say can make me breathe

So please take away the pain that hurts me
I don't wanna be alone and thirsty

So many drugs to push the pain
I have entrapped in me
'cause I don't wanna live my
Life inside this fantasy

So please take away the pain that fills me
I don't wanna be the one that kills me

I can't take this pain 'cause I'm DIEING
I can't close my eyes 'cause I'm CRYING

'Cause these pills have taken' over my
Brain, side effects causes pain
I think I'm going insane (INSANE)

I can't take this pain 'cause I'm DIEING
I can't close my eyes 'cause I'm CRYING

'Cause these pills have taken' over my
Brain, side effects causes pain
I think I'm going insane (INSANE)