Brooke Candy - Changes lyrics

Trying to be still
I wanna believe in a love that wants me back
I wanna believe that I can turn it around
Wanna believe that these changes
Are changing me
Chasing me to find my way out
Try to not be small
I wanna believe that someone never lets go
I wanna believe that I can turn it around
Wanna believe that these changes
Are changing me
Chasing me to find my way out

Imma give it to you straight No filter
I could live a million lives
But it never killed her
I was on the edge of dying
Feeling unfulfilled
I could cry 'til I'm blind
Lose my will to live
Forgot the point of trying when I
Woke up in a strange place
Look up to the sky asking
"Why?" with a blank face
How the world went grey
So they kept me in a nut house
Fork in the road and I had
To take the hard route
Screamin' bloody murder
Was afraid I'd never get out
Up against the wall 'til I had
To let my guard down
Clawing at the walls, reach the middle
Then I fall down try to call for help
But I couldn't make the call now
Chemical imbalance is a challenge, lemme vent
When the world is forcing you to
Steal just to pay the rent
I'm erratic and I'm twisted, wanna fix it
Where's the cure?
Room is spinnin' while I'm sinnin'
And I'm fallin' to the floor

Trying to be still
I wanna believe in a love that wants me back
I wanna believe that I can turn it around
Wanna believe that these changes
Are changing me
Chasing me to find my way out
Try to not be small
I wanna believe that someone never lets go
I wanna believe that I can turn it around
Wanna believe that these changes
Are changing me
Chasing me to find my way out

Getting up in front of millions is a contrast
With the slime and grime, on my money
Making hard pass
"Live fast, die young" was the motto
I was taking off my clothes to pay the rent
Like I gotta all the dudes and dudes they
Making moves to prove
That when they win you lose and
They can buy these fools
They was lookin' at the pussy
With a price tag touch me how they want for
The money in the dufflebag
Uncrumpling the ones wasn't worth it
Family won't talk to me
They wish that I was perfect
Out on the street and I felt defeated
I was livin' out my car
It was hardly heated got scars on my heart
And it's barely beatin'
Was a hell and I couldn't
Find the help I needed
I'm erratic and I'm twisted, wanna fix it
Where's the cure?
Room is spinnin' while I'm sinnin'
And I'm fallin' to the floor

Trying to be still
I wanna believe in a love that wants me back
I wanna believe that I can turn it around
Wanna believe that these changes
Are changing me
Chasing me to find my way out
Try to not be small
I wanna believe that someone never lets go
I wanna believe that I can turn it around
Wanna believe that these changes
Are changing me
Chasing me to find my way out