Brothertiger - To Dust lyrics

So many things I'd like to be taking over
Can't get a hold on life hear me out
See everything left up to me, getting closer
Can't help but feel my life running out

I don't wanna be somebody else
Take it to the highest high
Tear it open wide
Can it be like it always was?
I'm always lookin' back
I'm always lookin' back

It breaks me down but, I'll come around
It breaks me down to dust

Some days I feel I can't reach what I'm after
Don't wanna feel my life breaking down
I can't help but feel
Like everything doesn't matter
I wanna feel that light breaking out

I just want to feel how I always felt
Can't believe I try and try
To tear it open wide
Can it be like when we were young?
I'm always lookin' back
I'm always lookin' back

It breaks me down but, I'll come back around
It breaks me down to dust