Bryce Bishop - Spite lyrics

Well, it's cool, i guess when you gotta get
Out you don't have
To take forever you got your friends with

Well it's been a long time since you left
I've been thinking quite a lot about
The things that you said
We were sitting on the beach
Talking 'bout all your regrets
I'll admit I was relieved when you
Didn't say this was one

And I know I'm much too restless
Reel in all my expectations
Work on building up my patience
Too much, it's too much, too much

Is this progress? Are you happy?
Are you focused? I am pissed off
You said "why is that?"
I hate that you asked
'Cause I havеn't figured it
Out myself and I'm
Standing in a boiling shower
Tryna slow my racing pulsе I
Try to breathe but I can't seem to
Stop my trembling hands from shaking

And I know it's been a while since I broke
I've been thinking quite a lot about
That time that we spoke
I was layin' in my bed
Face first in my phone
When you told me over text that
You think you'd rather be alone

And I know I'm much too invested
Reel in my extensive second guessing
Forget my regrets and finally go to sleep

But I am too fucking tired of getting in bed
So I am lying on the floor
On the carpet instead
And I am buried in my phone
And the lives of my friends
I am marinating in nostalgia
There were twenty people
And smoke filled my room
And I was dodging conversations while
I stared at you
And you were caught up with your friends
But then you turned your head
And you smiled discretely, waved
Then looked away

And you smiled discretely, waved
Then looked away
And you smiled discretely, waved
Then looked away (Is this progress?)
And you smiled discretely, waved
Then looked away
And you smiled discretely, waved
Then looked away okay