Buck 65 - Riverbed 7 lyrics

Here on the water no harm could come to me
But a revolver was left on
My table by somebody
Just in case they said nonchalantly
Which was fine at the time but
Now the words haunt me
Sitting there loaded, the air is electric
Distracting, my thoughts are
Destructive and hectic
It reminds me of crimes I haven't committed
I feel guilty of having
Done something I didn't
I'm terrified but for some reason am smiling
The weapon reduces me but also seduces me
I've never known violence and there
Is none in my plans
I've not even once held a gun in my hands
At least not before now
As I sweat and I shiver
I point it out the window and
Aim it at the river
I feel so uneasy and sick from within
As if I might kill with the suicides again
Dark impulse proposed and my finger accepted
That the shot came quicker
Than I had expected
The river just swallowed it, nobody noticed
From the bridge, from the pier
Not in the remotest
How easily a crime could be committed here
It looks like the moon is stuck up the tree
And I am in the mood for a nice cup of tea