Buck 65 - Tired Out lyrics

When I cheated on sarah
I couldn't bring my self to speak
I couldn't sleep i couldn't conentrate
I was weak i was strangled by guilt
My heart with glass balls stone in my throat
I acted like an asshole sick to my stomach
Knowing I should burn in bed mad at myself
I took it out on her instead pushing it down
Beign nice just felt phony
Afraid of the phone ringing
Not alone but feeling lonely digging a hole
Now that I got a taste
I couldn't get rid of it
What an idiot what a waste
Paranoid and dissapointed living a nightmare
My every oppurtunity to wash my
Hands was right there
When I cheated on Sarah
There wasn't a star in the sky
It was covered in clouds
And I started to cry
I was cold and I deserved to be
Hardened and worthless windows painted shut
Rebel without a purpose
Clowns smoking ciggarretes
I think I thought I heard her name
Killing time with my hands
Waiting for the hurricane

I'm tired out, pave the way
To low on gas to save the day
Slaves and outlaws king and pharoes
No tomorrow slings and arrows I'm tired out
I'm tired out, make the bed
Scream loud enough to wake the dead
Light a match, break the bread
All I can do is shake my head I'm tired out

When Sarah found out I cheated on her
Everything went to peaces
Hatches were dug up
My desperate words were meant for jesus
I wanted to die
The future wasn't awfly stable
Photographs burned while I stared
At the coffee table the little dog laughed
Shaded the cealing fan
Words like broken glass this is
What I really am eye of the storm
We passed damage back and forth
Cool of her to be so kind
She said I made a fool of her
I ruled the sand castle
Skeleton feeling mourn
People were dying out and
Babies were beign born
Caught in the headlights
The rest of the day coming
I pulled in my sleeve while she
Begged me to say something

I'm tired out, pave the way
To low on gas to save the day
Slaves and outlaws king and pharoes
No tomorrow slings and arrows I'm tired out
I'm tired out, make the bed
Scream loud enough to wake the dead
Light a match, break the bread
All I can do is shake my head I'm tired out