Buck 65 - ‘Ice' lyrics

Oh my soul, my head, and aching tummy
Why in the world was my mother taken from me?
Up until the last minute I'll
Be looking for best answer
As hard as she tried
She couldn't outrun the breast cancer
What am I supposed to do? I
Need at least another year
There comes times every day I need
To have my mother here
I need to talk to her it's important
It seems to be
I gotta make sure she understands how
Much she means to me
Who will be there to pick
Me up by the waistband?
Plus I promised one day I'd
Take her to Graceland
There's things she needs to
See, for instance, i plan on building
A family of my own
She's never had grandchildren
She always helped to make my
Work around the kitchen painless
I want her to see me when
I'm finally rich and famous
Who will I ask my stupid
Questions when they come up?
My first impulse is that I
Wanna call my mom up
But then I'm standing there
Holding the telephone
Wishing this headache would leave
Me the hell alone
The last thing I need is for
Pain to fill my empty spaces
And right now I feel pain in plenty of places
I need to make her laugh more
I wanna have pictures taken
She always told her friends about the
Music her son Richard's makin'
I need to listen to her stories
And tell her my own ones
And I want her to watch when
I hit lots of home runs
For a few things, I need to say sorry
And blame me instead of yourself
And as for Laurie
And Amy, I'll make sure they're okay
That they always wear a seat-belt
I promise to ease back
Whenever the heat's felt
I wanna go home and show off this weekend
But, I can't
And it feels like I might go off the deep end
It's painful being here, but it's unfit there
My mother's gone away and not's
Not one bit fair