Bugzy Malone - The Resurrection lyrics

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It's Bugz and see when I wrote this down and
Posted it through everybody's doors and that
I don't know where everybody lives any more
So hopefully you hear this

I couldn't breathe
But, I been struggling breathing
From the start
I got millions in the bank but
Still this grieving's in my hеart
And the cribs are baby mansions
Still I'm struggling with anger
And I'm rеading every night but still
These books don't have the answer
And I know she died of cancer
And I know they took him when he was a boy


I feel your pain I see
It when you're drinking brandy can't fix it
I been looking for somebody to
Fix me she needs
Tablets now and that’s my sibling
I know she's missed me, it would hit me
Remind me, did you say you got molested?
Just tell him he's forgiven now I
Need that off my chest we're family
Even though we don't act like we're family
I had to leave this message
It's important for my sanity
The world was fading out as I
Was bleeding from my head
And it's a shame to say it now but
I didn't care if I was dead
What's a life without no family
It's like a lung without no breath
And I know we may all live to regret

You don't know about these dark nights
In the studio with my feelings
I been reeling so I can stand by this
Message I'm leaving I have to say this
Pardon my lack of discretion, part of me died
This is the resurrection

Mama, do you love me? Mama, do you love me?
Mama if you love me
Overcome your addictions for me
And tell me, do you trust me?
And tell me, do you trust me?
And tell me if you trust me
Overcome your addictions to pain
I can't lie, I needed you
I can't lie, I needed you
You were needed when I was bleeding
My heart bleeds for you
I hope we see heaven soon
I hope we see heaven soon
Cos if it's over without no closure
Know I've forgiven you

I would sit with you for hours if I could
But the way you hate my
Fiancee for nothing isn't love
And the way it gets me mad it's
Like you're doing it on purpose
I think about it to the point
That weapons make me nervous
I don't call him Dad
I never call him thats what he deserves
And I would have him in my life
But clowns belong to the circus
It was him that told me that you was on drugs
And I remember it clearly cos it was
The first time I'd shot a gun
Boy drowned on me, I'd had the gang on me
Fuck about a burn a flame when
Your make it fuel for me
Yeah, and make it feel how I feel inside
You tried to ring me in the
Hospital to see if I'd died
I bet you didn't know that I had a clot
You never rang me on my
Birthday cos that nigga forgot
Still he tells people I'm famous
And I left him behind
Fuck you niggas know about grind

You don't know about these dark nights
In the studio with my feelings
I been reeling so I can stand by this
Message I'm leaving I have to say this
Pardon my lack of discretion, part of me died
This is the resurrection

Mama, do you love me? Mama, do you love me?
Mama if you love me
Overcome your addictions for me
And tell me, do you trust me?
And tell me, do you trust me?
And tell me if you trust me
Overcome your addictions to pain
I can't lie, I needed you
I can't lie, I needed you
You were needed when I was bleeding
My heart bleeds for you
I hope we see heaven soon
I hope we see heaven soon
Cos if it's over without no closure
Know I've forgiven you

You don't know about these dark nights
In the studio with my feelings
I been reeling so I can stand by this
Message I'm leaving I have to say this
Pardon my lack of discretion, part of me died
This is the resurrection yeah