C-Mob - Forsaken Me lyrics

Come take a walk with me through
Hell and feel the flames flicker
The deeper down we go the more
You feel the pain thicker
The sound of suffering but still
You hear the same snicker
The laugh of demons in your
Head eating your brain quicker
The game sicker
Gotta rise above the bullshit
To get drug under
Falling down into a pit full
Of demons ready to
Eat and your body is gonna crave the hunger
And I wondеr, what I did to deserve thе
Agony and torment daily
Did God forget about me or maybe in the past
All the dirt came back to repay me
Now I lay me to sleep I pray
For I get away laced with greatness
And escape this waste faced with hatred


Place that makes Chris graceless
A space this sacred is where I need to
Be if I wanna live life well
But, I guess I woulda never knew that if
The Lord woulda never put me through hell

Father I can't help but feel like
You have been forsaken me
Deep into the depths of hell is
Where you have been taking me
And once I get to the point where
I can't take it any longer
I realize you've been doing it so
You can make me stronger

I've been through hurt, I've
Been through pain
I've been through fight and stress
I've been through gird, I've
Been through strain
I've been through life and death
I've been through loss, I've
Been through need
I've been through selling crack
But the dope game ain't for me man
I done been through hell and back
And I'm not gonna lie it's really
Been fucking my head up mentally
I wonder when I went through hell
How many demons had entered me
Every minute that you go through hell
It feels just like a century
And I wonder if the drama that I went
Through was what God had meant for me
Dear heavenly father my lord and my
Shepherd do not desert yo sheep
I don't understand why you
Put me through pain
And you make it hurt so deep
The devil keeps telling me that you are full
Of it and I should merk go creep
But, I wanna succeed in life so all of
My time is strictly for work no sleep
So tell me, will it all pay off or do
I just do it for nothing?
Mama always told me that out of everyone
It should be you I'm trusting
But, I cannot see how you can take one
Of your children and make them suffer
My sanity sacrificed so in the long
Run you can make me tougher

Father I can't help but feel like
You have been forsaken me
Deep into the depths of hell is
Where you have been taking me
And once I get to the point where
I can't take it any longer
I realize you've been doing it so
You can make me stronger

Why do I gotta go through a bunch of
Bullshit just to reach a higher plateau
I know God wants me to be a better man
But does he really have to take it that low?
To elevate my stat quo, at
The rate my stacks grow
Gotta make my cash flow
Knowing if I go far then I gotta
Feel pain push brain and attack hoes
It's taking it's toll and
My sanity's dwindling
Wondering when will I break free
Looking up to heaven with tears
In my eyes and
I'm asking him why does he hate me?
He tells me to look at all of the
Obstacles that I have been conquering lately
And then I realize that because of him it's
Harder now for the devil to break me
So if it's the plan to strengthen me
Or will I let it be
But, I guess that means that there will
Be more hell ahead of me
A never-ending mental war between the
Triple six and seven
I guess I'mma have to go through hell
So I can get to heaven

Distorted laughter & screams gunshots
Distorted talking crying