C-Mob - Sanity lyrics

On the verge of insanity I'm
Losin my mind I gotta
Get away so I can get my head clear
Overwhelmed by the feelin of death
It's kind of hard
To feel alive when everything is dead here
I gotta get reinvigorated yes it has been
Awaited so anyone who hated is obliterated
When I hit you with an evil play then bitch I
Get titillated and feeling less
Jagged like I generated
Electricity flowin through my veins
It really helps out when I'm
Going though a thang
I'm knowing youre a lame and
I'm showin you the pain
It's survival of the fittest gotta
Grow a new attain
Who knew level the recognitions of
You but im checkin
This one because I got a new itinerary


If you step into my mind
You can learn the psychology
Of a mad man know that I been a very
Bad boy but motherfucker ditty and biggie is
Insidious it's like I never had joy
I know my attitudes as shitty
As the witty is gritty
Is never coming with a pencil and a pad toy
Im a motherfuckin man on the edge
Lookin at the world while I stand on a ledge
I don't wanna let em get the
Best of me I'm about
To fly like a bird then land on my head
Feelin like I'm trapped and I'm
Sick of the cage
Closin and im goin and im lookin for rage
Feelin like im turning more wicked and crazed
Change a chapter like flick of the page
God and the devil are battling
For my bind and
I'm sittin here waitin for my brain to swell
Feelin like I'm floatin on clouds
But at the same time standing being burnt by
The flames of hell
What in the hell of a need for redemption
Listen to the devilish deeds that we mention
Even when I was a little
Kid in elementary the
Teacher would be yelling at me and detention
I seen a light at the end of the tunnel but
I get pulled from the back
Into the darkness daily
We're just pieces in the game
If life but ill be
Damned if I ever let a motherfucker play me

I'm trying to keep my sanity
But this wicked world has badly damaged me

Will I forever be trapped in the middle of
A never ending battle as a lost soul
Searchin for heaven but I could
Only find hell and
Everytime I take a turn I'm at a crossroads
I think it was an evil seed
Inside of my cerebellum I
Try to tell em that I need to get a lobatomy
Because I keep on hearin all the demons
Inside of me if I find
Out where the devil lives I can
Now rip out of me
I gotta get focus and I gotta rebuke all
The evil that the devil brings my way
Cause right now my souls
On cruise control drivin
Like a bat outta hell down hell's highway
Gotta find a piece of my sober release
The nine millimeter rounds right at you
Know that the inner peace of
Mind never will cease
To grind and it's cause I downright have to
Make money to give up my kids need
Plus I also suffer from irrelative greed
I gotta keep it movin I guess if I did speed
I'm tryna get ahead in and have me a big lead
Off a monetary gang so I gotta carry thangs
That'll leave a lot of exit wounds
And I gotta get a quickie know my time is of
The essence they will cut
Off my electric soon
I will make? every decision is a
Product of my own ingenuity
If you really wanna do the world a
Favor then will you see me
Do a run up and then try to put two in me
Cause, I'm a ball of negative energy and I
Put a dark cloud over anyone near me
Then I drink till my vision
Gets blurred cause it
Is the only time that I can think clearly
But as soon as it's all backed up then the
Devil will be tellin me to commit a felony
Indulge in infidelity you use
My virility and abilities
But then I sit and have a soliloquy
Talk to myself like I try
To figure what the hell
Is goin on I gotta get a grip on reality
I got a "wish a motherfucker
Would" mentality cause I
Wish a motherfucker would try
To come battle me
I got a blood lust stare at
The huns a part of
Me sinkin teeth in the arteries
For the blood rush
Gotcha girl and I fuckin her then
I go for the jugular cum
In her then I'm done with
Her when the blood gush
So you better watch out when you see me
Cause, I'm not your average
Rapper from the TV
I'm a real life motherfucker
Livin in the gutter
And it's not glamorous to be me