Cabal - Madness In Me lyrics

This madness all for me
The pain is all I see and I can't get away
So I just wait and bleed

I do it to myself, I made my own bed
Expectations are high when you live
Inside your own head maybe I deserve it
After all I've done and said
Meant to be alone, better off dead instead
(dead instead)
If I could change this moment
I'd rather wait for it to start
With all the knowledge now, shoulda
Just played it smart, yeah
Solitude is torture, it's my only friend
Misery my mistress
With hеr till the very end
Approach mе like a cactus sadness I confess
All for one, all for me, this is my madness
And I should change my ways
Rat escape the maze
Mouth of madness torments me
Now I sit inside the flames

(Madness) this madness all for me
Pain is all I see (you lied)
And I can't get away
So I just wait and bleed (Madness)
This madness driving me
To put out your disease (you die)
And I can't find the way
So I just watch you bleed

You shouldn't have slept on me
I could put you in a bag
Haul you in my trunk
Dump you in the river dressed in black
It's my legacy, I was never
Meant to be a hero
I'm a villain with no morals or no empathy
This world be tempting me
Money and the power every minute every hour
I be feeding off it's energy
This path is meant for me
Face it and embrace it
The blood is never wasted watch
My rivals fall like Destiny
(fall like Destiny)
Give a fuck about 'em all they
Want from me is pain
They see the bloody skull
They know what I claim
Watchers on the wall and we're
Not liking what we see
These tempests manifest this madness
Deep inside of me

(Madness) this madness all for me
Pain is all I see (you lied)
And I can't get away
So I just wait and bleed (Madness)
This madness driving me
To put out your disease (you die)
And I can't find the way
So I just watch you bleed

Call ended madness begins on your bus route
Three cars behind with a grin on my face
What a waste of time
Take the nine that I hide
From inside the glove box
Hitching a ride with me
The other human beings in
Your vicinity provide you
A much needed false sense of security
But I've been waiting years for opportunity
(just you and me)
And the pain that you created
I can't shake free
Swept in the madness and the hatred
Now we face to face and there
Ain't shit you can say bitch, ha
Last thing she heard was
My footsteps then gunshots
Then I'm out, no regrets for the-

(Madness) this madness all for me
Pain is all I see (you lied)
And I can't get away
So I just wait and bleed (Madness)
This madness driving me
To put out your disease (you die)
And I can't find the way
So I just watch you bleed