Cage - Hell's Winter lyrics

There's somethin' in the way
Not for Dr zummer
Hocked a tumor in the loogie
And left it in Montezuma
Swam back to the US after Russian roulette
No deal on the table give
Me a label to suplex

Came to fill them with pain
Take a print of my brain
Flash it on the screen you
Won't leave the Cinema sane
Had a followin' fondlin' and
It wouldn't let go
'Till I spiked the EC football into
The Def Jux end zone
And when it hit the grass it
Covered the crowd with mud
Mom slipped my bare-ass out
I covered the ground with blood
Then she wiped it on my face like war paint
Then slapped me, I cry
Im'ma die with a hardcore brain
Cracked the doors frame when I
Open the world around it
Exhale the hinges in the air with them ounces
My frontal lobe bounces of the wall
Then it rots from
The picture that it painted like
Suicide with a shotgun

I'm tryin' to pick up the pieces
Keep cuttin' my hands
When I put it back together, it's feces
In a permanent Hell I
Find tranquility teaches
We had to design perfect mass
For our new Preacher
We're going too far, nobody could reach us
I'm startin' to drown and
I'm covered with leeches
Until my last breath they'll be
Screamin' from the bleachers
Then I'll be dead like all my teachers

Despite all my rage
I'm a rat in a Cage disguise
Communicate your love injecting bleach
In my eyes the dubiously demented dented
To dependant cradles
Slipped through a grasp on the broken glass
Highly unstable
I left that label unable to keep my masters
No whip, broke as shit
Chick left me a week after
Over dosage of mushrooms, no ugly obstacles
Did the Handsome Boy record same
Day I fled the hospital
In the club I don't dance
I stand with a glass of Vodka come to terms
I'm just like my bastard Father
Left my Mother with a kid
That flipped her lid
When I started to look like him
She threw me out the crib
And I was only two
My Grandmother was a Hitler Youth
Just dropped Agent Orange and ain't got
No dough to fix this tooth
I'm thinkin' out loud "I hate
Life" like that matters
Lettin' shit out and it happen
To fit into rap pattern

I'm tryin' to pick up the pieces
Keep cuttin' my hands
When I put it back together, it's feces
In a permanent Hell I
Find tranquility teaches
We had to design perfect mass
For our new Preacher
We're going too far, nobody could reach us
I'm startin' to drown and
I'm covered with leeches
Until my last breath they'll be
Screamin' from the bleachers
Then I'll be dead like all my teachers

I'm tryin' to pick up the pieces
But each motherfucker that fucked
My mother over would leave me to be this
Drug addicted menace
Ain't shit to do in this place
No longer flinchin' from step dad's
Punches to the face
Blind to the drug, calm to the tub
Filled to the top with warm water to sink in
Two arms full of blood not even thirteen
Lookin' to exit left for mesc
Could care less about life
Just keep my Pumas fresh
Until the worms eat my flesh I
Guess they better burn me
These are the thoughts of a
Child I keep 'till thirty
I lacked patience 'till I
Was packed with patients
In the mental facility forced fed
All the wrong medications
Prozac guinea pig, I don't feel bipolar
But got a folder that claims I am
In a stack that reaches my shoulder
Music, my only savior in every instance
Makes each one of you a
Prophet to my existence

I'm tryin' to pick up the pieces
Keep cuttin' my hands
When I put it back together, it's feces
In a permanent Hell I
Find tranquility teaches
We had to design perfect mass
For our new Preacher
We're going too far, nobody could reach us
I'm startin' to drown and
I'm covered with leeches
Until my last breath they'll be
Screamin' from the bleachers
Then I'll be dead like all my teachers