Caliban - A Small Boy and a Grey Heaven lyrics

I turn inside of myself
Look back into my past into nothing
The best time in life barely present
I wish I could go back
Tell that nice little boy to be stronger
To be brave but I can't
Be had his chance i burn
Scream
I despair on these thoughts of the past
I realize that I had barely lived
But just existed it's too late now
And my thoughts feed on this grief the grief
Creates tears that burn my skin
Unable to ease the pain
I float in hoplessness
For the time is gone and the boy is a man now
The end a beginning for everything flows and
We live to change live to learn
The future's still open and to be lived like
The past has been wasted with hope in my
Heart I look forward