Candlebox - Surrendering lyrics

I'm in the need of someone to confide
Surrendering
Cause, I'm not as strong as you'd think
Uncommonly is desire that holds our eyes
We'll need to dig deep

You see that I can't but reason i cover up
Better than most
Yes I cover up better than most
I'm surrendering and I can't believe
That you were ever on my side
But who holds the keys
Of who I am and why this life
And I want to be free
This indecision from all sides
You need to dig deep cause you see that

I can't but reason i cover up
Better than most
Yes I cover up better than most
I'm surrendering

Oh, this blame that we lay on
Our mothers, our sisters, our lovers
Our thoughts, they're ours to own
So we need to dig deep
You see that I can't but reason

Could somebody please
Give me something to hold
Something to numb why I'm feeling alone
Beginning to think that the older we get
The more we think, the less we know
I'm surrendering

I surrender cause, I can't but reason
I cover up better than most
Yes I cover up better than most
I'm surrendering
Yes I cover up better than most
Yes I cover up better than most
I'm surrendering

I'm in the need of someone to confide
Surrendering
Cause, I'm not as strong as you'd think