Capstan, Saxl Rose - Blurred around the edges lyrics
[Capstan, Saxl Rose - Blurred around the edges lyrics]
One to refrain from drawing blood
Typically my own
In ways that don't quite show
Surrounded by love, yet alone
I'm afraid, that all I am is fake
Pretending I'm not out of place
Or burning with self hate
Forever missing yesterday but can never stay
Present, drift away
Allow myself to rust
My heart collecting dust
My mind keeps repeating
"you're not enough"
It has me by the throat
A death grip stranglehold
I fear it's the last thing I'll know
I'm afraid, that all I am is fake
Pretending I'm not out of place
Or burning with self hate
Forever missing yesterday but can never stay
Present, drift away
Is there a hole inside my brain
Pulling every thought into a negative space?
A gravity I can't escape
Weighted my head to a pillow for days
But I still won't say
I'm afraid, that all I am is fake
Pretending I'm not out of place
Or burning with self hate
Forever missing yesterday but can never stay
Present, drift away