Capstan - Reprieve lyrics

Is there a place up in heaven
Where they store the worlds debris?
I swear I'm not a wicked person
Is there a wasteland for me?
Am I scared? I'm fucking terrified
These thoughts eat me alive
From the inside

Is there a church down in hell
Where the addicts go to meet?
Seeking shelter from their demons
Trading shame for amnesty?
Am I scared? I'm fucking terrified
These thoughts eat me alive
From the inside

I am a liar, I am a sinner
I am the furthest from the grace
That my parents made. I'm reminded
Of it every single day
(I am the snake, I am the snare)
Reminded of it every single day
(Who's beats of my own heart's what kept me
Marching with no legs to get me there)

We're all liars, living sinners
(Are you awake, are you aware?)
Now the furthest from the grace
That our parents made
(We're all walking cadavers with faith
That's faulted to despair)
It won't define me in any way