Capstan - Steph Said You're Weird lyrics

If words are weapons I'll
Keep sharpening my tongue
I hope you feel each cut
With every syllable I've sung
And every single word that I've wrote
I've been slowly building this arsenal
Deep within my throat

I can't seem to hold on
To anyone or anything for more than
Three days at a time
And I'm slowly forgetting sleep
And losing my mind

Why do I only acknowledge my
Feelings when I'm writing songs?
It seems like I'm repeating everything
I never wanted to
You were right when you left
A part of me died
But it was only the sadness that I had inside

So save your breath because this time
I'm not taking it away

You were right when you left part of me died
It was only the sadness I had inside

You're the number one reason for
Most of my moral treason
A hollow shoulder always on the
Brink of caving in
But don't mistake my
Desperation for flattery
Because you aren't and never will
Be better than me

You will never be better than me