Cartel - Best Intentions lyrics

Ive been, wondering how
Its been years, oh yes three years now
Since I have found what Im looking for
Since I have found what I was before
Look at me now, Im screaming
Im crying out while Im reeling
From jilted ambitions
Oh, I've got the best of intentions
And now I can't stop shaking
Because my will is breaking
Fallen to pieces
Still I can't find the reason
To get me out of this place
Better off now in the worst ways
Fallen to pieces
Maybe it's just what I needed
To get out of my own way
Better off now than the first place
Ive been walking around
With my head stuck up in the clouds
So sick and tired of being
So sick and tired of this feeling
Look at me now, Im screaming
Im crying out while Im dreaming
Of lofty ambitions
But, I have the best of intentions
And now I can't stop shaking
Because my will is breaking
Fallen to pieces
Still I can't find the reason
To get me out of this place
Better off now in the worst ways
Fallen to pieces
Maybe it's just what I needed
To get out of my own way
Better off now than the first place
If there's a lesson in the fall
Then why do I care at all
I just can't seem to recall
What I intended all along fallen to pieces
Still I can't find the reason
To get me out of this place
Better off now in the worst ways
Fallen to pieces
Still I can't find the reason
To get me out of this place
Better off now in the worst ways
Fallen to pieces
Maybe it's just what I needed
To get out of my own way
Better off now than the first place
Better off now in the worst ways
Better off now than the first place