CaSaSi - I HATE MYSELF (Engilsh Version) lyrics

So, I am telling you now
Through my songs - I am down
Tried to understand you
What you‘re talking about
Asking: "Why am I down?" put
The music so loud so that I think I’m alone
While walking through town
I can’t understand you
Suddenly you‘re against me
And I wasn’t ready
But you won’t understand me
I can’t understand you
Suddenly you‘re against me
And I wasn’t ready

And I hate myself, I’m confused everyday
In the beginning I felt secure
But now I’m afraid
Why the fuck did this happen
I know I won’t forget it
I won’t forget it, tell me
Why did this happen?
Lost my energy, just for everything
But I won’t give up
Becausе one day I will be free
Always in my dreams, knowing I‘ll bе free
Don’t care what you think
This is just what I fuckin feel

And I wake up every night
Will it stop? 'cause I fuckin hate this life
Asking myself: "Will you reply?"
No one is loyal, there are too many lies
I think I should go
Everybody calls you: "bro"
But they all don’t even know
Who you are, nah I just won’t
Accept you, too many fake friends, you
Just broke my heart for no reason, I loved
Now I hate you so much time has passed and
You still haven’t answered
Everything that I have asked you and
Just all of my questions, questions

And I hate myself, I’m confused everyday
In the beginning I felt secure
But now I’m afraid
Why the fuck did this happen
I know I won’t forget it
I won’t forget it, tell me
Why did this happen?
Lost my energy, just for everything
But I won’t give up
Because one day I will be free
Always in my dreams, knowing I‘ll be free
Don’t care what you think
This is just what I fuckin feel

What I fuckin feel yeah, what I fuckin feel
Yeah, what I fuckin feel