Case - Juggle lyrics

I will no longer hide what I've been up to
As long as you don't cry
When yoo hear the truth here it goes

You wanted to go, I wanted to stay
Thought we had a night, just you and me
But I was here alone, how much can i take
Before I start to break

Cause I wanted you, I wanted you
But you made me go, turn 1 to 2
2 turned to 3, 3 turned to 4
4 turned to "I don't even
Love you like before"
Cause I wanted you, I wanted you
Now there so many, don't know what to do
That's how I learned to juggle, to juggle
I never want to hurt you baby I love you
So I learned to juggle

If the tears if of a clown never whipe away
You would see the regret written on my face
When I wanted to talk, you wanted to leave
I was left with nothin' but oppurtunities
I found another love, but it was only lust
So sorry for what happened to us

It wasn't easy, it wasn't light
And I wonder how long I could disguise
What I was doing, doing to you
Now don't you leave, you wanted the truth
I'll take the balem, blame for it all
Even though all I wanted someone
I could call home