Ccpskel, ericdoa - Paranoia lyrics

(Skress, I love you, Mochila)

Tell me why, why do you do the things you do?
Got me wrapped around your finger like
I'm hanging from a noose
Baby, all the shit you say and baby
All the shit you do
I just wish that I could see
If I mean anything to you
Tell me why, why do you do the things you do?
Got me wrapped around your finger like
I'm hanging from a noose
Baby, all the shit you say and baby
All the shit you do
I just wish that I could see
If I mean anything to you

I keep fucking myself over
And my body's getting colder
Swear to god, I'm never sober
Had no heart I should’ve told her
Insecure and I got issues
Day by day, this shit continues
In November got some grim nеws
Walk a mile in my shoes
I can't stress how much I hatе myself
I begged and you never gave me help
I tried so hard to keep you well
And all you did was give me hell
Paranoia got me tripping
3AM, I'm popping digit's
I think everyone suspicious
I think all of y'all are vicious
Your intentions are malicious
Think that I might go ballistic
All my pain is self-inflicted
And I think I'm addicted

(Just know you're not alone)
(Just hold on, please, don't let go)

Yeah, I got problems, baby
I know I need maintenance
I keep you waiting
But I know that you have patience
You say I'm needy
But my needs to me are basic
All my trauma, it's awakened
I know you pray that I don't make it
Yeah, how could hate you anyway?
And I can tell you all my problems
You won't remember what I say
And I feel like I'm lesser when
I'm begging you to stay
So I'm begging and pleading you
Don't fight with me today
Before you lay me down to sleep
I pray the lord, my soul, to keep
I know what you want from me
Today won't be the day I'm free

Tell me why, why do you do the things you do?
Got me wrapped around your finger like
I'm hanging from a noose
Baby, all the shit you say and baby
All the shit you do
I just wish that I could see
If I mean anything to you