CCT - Number17 lyrics

Never known as number 1 but always carry 17
Used to feel lonely
With being part of way too many teams
A better place that I have seen
Where am I? I'm stuck in 17

2017 searching for a remedy
Thought that I could find myself at
Peace with my old memories
Looking through some pain
Mixed with my old jealousy
Mood swings so I let everyone
And anything get to me
Found my long time waste of tears
Forgot all my younger years
Turning all my fault to clears
Helped me conquer all my fears
Gave mе wisdom and so on
Love's a bitch and now I'm Han
Turned around and then shе gone
Happened fast learned to hold on
Now 18 feel like 17
Living what became a dream
Of an independent boy
Who could understand his toy
Who later saw his worth but
Left his heart destroyed
'Till the day he opened it up to the world
And now he's never known as number 1
But always carry 17 used to feel lonely
With being part of way too many teams
A better place that I have seen
Where am I? I'm stuck in 17

Stuck stuck
Depression hit different in 17
You don't know what you want
Your mind travels different places
And you don't know what's real or fake
Or what you want to be real

Soon to be known as number 1
I worked past 17 used to feel lonely
With being part of way too many teams
A better place that I'll have been
Where am I? I been through 17

Call me selfish the way I'm feeling myself
Put me first i only put me first
'Cause, I'm for sure gonna be
At my funeral one day
My only ride or die no say
Responsibility came and I took it upon
Grew to a king waiting to pass on
Wisdom and riches and the zepter of light
Cherry trees under unruly might

Soon to be known as number 1
I worked past 17 used to feel lonely
With being part of way too many teams
A better place that I'll have been
Where am I? I been through 17