Celldweller - The Last Firstborn lyrics

Oh, man, i can't believe that you did
What they said you did
And to this day I've still gotta say
That in my mind I question it
I wish I knew what you
Had meant before you went
And left me wondering to just
An echo of your voice (Listen)
(Listen, Listen)
(Listen)

Now I wait to take my turn to bleed
Like a kid playing with a razor blade
And wonder if I have the balls at
All or if I'm gonna be afraid
Where are you? What do you think? 'Cause
I'm not sure when knocking at Death's door
If I will be welcomed in
Or be left alone outside

I hear the sound of a heart
From the shadow in the dark
Waiting for the poison to hit it's mark
(Listen, my son)
I see the darkness surround the
Shape on the ground
The killer straight up and a body face down
(Firstborn, last one)
I hear the din of the screams
Sorrow in streams
The smell of farewell and gasoline
(Listen, my son)
I see a heart set free and my legacy
Hear a voice from a shadow
That is beckoning me (Firstborn, last one)

I guess there comes a point
When you think to yourself
"This isn't worth it, it isn't worth it"
And now I feel what you felt, and
Now I feel what you felt inside, brother
And now I feel what you
Felt: "This isn't worth it
It isn't worth it" (Listen)
(My son, Firstborn, last one)

I hear the sound of a heart
From the shadow in the dark
Waiting for the poison to hit it's mark
(Listen, my son)
I see the darkness surround the
Shape on the ground
The killer straight up and a body face down
(Firstborn, last one)
I hear the din of the screams
Sorrow in streams
The smell of farewell and gasoline
(Listen, my son)
I see a heart set free and my legacy
Hear a voice from a shadow
That is beckoning me (Firstborn, last one)
(Listen)

I wish it didn't i wish it didn't
I wish it didn't
I wish it didn't end this way
I wish it didn't i wish it didn't
I wish it didn't
I wish it didn't end this way
I wish it didn't i wish it didn't
I wish it didn't
I wish it didn't end this way
I wish it didn't i wish it didn't
I wish it didn't
I wish it didn't end this way
I wish it didn't i wish it didn't
I wish it didn't
I wish it didn't end this way
I wish it didn't i wish it didn't
I wish it didn't
I wish it didn't end this way

Live a life in hell through a mortal shell
Asphyxiating smell for a crime, lifetime
Imagination locked in a cell
And to the other firstborn I see the same
Scene that must play over in your mind
And now how much more I'm
Sure it's fucked with
Your head just like it's fucked up mine

Listen my son
Firstborn last one
The message you sent out to me
I cannot change what's meant to be
The message you sent out to me
I cannot change what's meant to be
(What am I supposed to do now?)

I hear the sound of a heart
From the shadow in the dark
Waiting for the poison to hit it's mark
I see the darkness surround the
Shape on the ground
The killer straight up and a body face down
I hear the din of the screams
Sorrow in streams
The smell of farewell and gasoline (Listen)
I see a heart set free and my legacy
Hear a voice from a shadow
That is beckoning me (My son)
I hear the sound of a heart
From the shadow in the dark
Waiting for the poison to hit it's mark
(Listen, my son)
I see the darkness surround the
Shape on the ground
The killer straight up and a body face down
(Firstborn, last one)
I hear the din of the screams
Sorrow in streams
The smell of farewell and gasoline
(Listen, my son)
I see a heart set free and my legacy
Hear a voice from a shadow
That is beckoning me (Firstborn, last one)
(Firstborn) you are the last one (Firstborn)