Cephalic Carnage - Analytical lyrics

This is the end you've gone too
Far talking shit incision emotional scars
You'll rot away, ulcers bleed
Today, bleeding profusely
Yet you refuse to quit
Grab a bottle of gin and take a
Healthy swig, I've tried to help you, yet
You refuse me, because I smoke pot
You've never
Seen me in a drunken stupor, for years
I've watched you be a pathetic fool
People have
Robbed you not any more I'm leaving home
Sordid man you will die alone analytical your
Words they echo in my head, I'll miss
You more when you are dead
For all the hateful things you said
Analytical! You could never hold a
Job, ever since the death of mom, but
I tried to help you, the years of
Drinking own your soul, you're addicted now
It's beyond your control, I hate you and
Wish I were never born
Zombified there is no
Hope, paralyzed succumb to the pain in you
Father you will writhe in pain
Ostracized renounce thy family
Name, sad as it is I wish the best for you
I smoke weed to keep from
Killing youyou must let go of the past
Mom is dead and never coming back, 16 years
Of verbal abuse, I was forced to live
My life with a chronic alcoholic
Success was my
Only goal, all the times I was told
I was a worthless piece of shit, you were
Never there for me
I supported myself without
Your help, because, I can't stand you
You are
Stupid, going senile xerosis infected
The cycle of
This disease has been broken by me
Die die die