Ceschi, Gregory Pepper - Be a Memory lyrics

Ceschi: Only as free as the laws of
Nature allow us to be
Wasting another lifetime
Fighting inevitability
Moments of glory are short lived
Deep breath - take it in
Watched some great men fall feet
First into the black abyss fists clenched
Swallowed by the monsters in their own heads
Since then tried to learn their lessons
But it seems I'm fenced in left for dead
Only mimicking actions that killed them
Gregory Pepper:
All my friends are jumping off of cliffs
All my friends are smoking cigarettes
Slow your roll man pay that toll man
All The neighbors kids are having kids
Drawings made from paint and fingertips
It's a crooked line so just take your time
So take your time
Follow a path as you walk past the river
Up in the morning and get from the giver

Both:
Killing yourself was cool when you were young
You were cool when you were young

But slit wrists did not fix your ills
Not 50 pills not window sills
Once you've sucked out all the thrills
You're unfulfilled you're nothing still
You're nothing still

Ceschi: I want to grow a beard
I want to fall in love
Want to learn to appreciate
Beauty surrounding us nothing is trivial
Nothing's incredible
Everything's working in conjunction
To build the proper mold

All these days are gathering behind us
Bagging fallen leaves
Right now will be a memory
Right now will be a memory

Wanted to become something bigger than me
Wanted to fight against everybody's destiny
Realizing every single second I breath
Is just another stab
Before death comes to take me
Seen loved ones become stick
Figures and skulls
Seen stereos get pawned for some drugs
Now they're gonna lock me up
I'm feeling so stuck
Because I know inside that
I never hurt anyone this is only one page
One more day feel my growing pains
Watch bones elongate
Splinter through my skin
Hair enveloping my face
Canine teeth puncture through my gum space
Watch me bleed all over every
Crevice of this place
Watch me prove you wrong
Show my life is not a waste
I gotta give a fuck gotta find it some way
I'm trying to give a fuck
Gotta find it some way some way

All these days are gathering behind us
Bagging fallen leaves
Right now will be a memory
Right now will be a memory