Ceschi - Calluses lyrics

Well it's been long enough now
That I can laugh about it
Without tear jerks, or suicidal notes
And although life's changed
My feet won't stop movin
And calluses just continue to
Cover my whole being
I thought I loved you then
I know I love you now
And I won't forget a single second
Of the time we spent
Furthermore, I'll never be able
To just replace you
But taking your photos from out of my wallet
And wallowing in my own sorrow for
Hours what a fucking joke another half truth
Dripping out of the mouth of an
Idiot that still cares for you
As much as the first day that he met
You and as much as he regrets it
Tell you he'd stop rapping in the third
Person if he could only smell you well you
Could've? unravelled the truth about how
You fell but umm
I should've focused my energy obviously
On someone else ah
Who would've listened to every word
That you could possibly utter
A father a publicist even an optimist some
Of them said to be truthful
Because I missed the
Moments were thinking was optional
Total bliss love, as the tentacles dig deep
Into our cell bodies
And then some, when we became one
There wasn't a single force in the
World that could shake us
Do doo doo, doo doo doo 3X
Doo doo doo doo doo doo

Well now I'm dead sure, that I was dead on
That we should be together 'til
Death and then some
That you was drop dead beautiful
I'm never dead wrong
The rest'll be dead and gone and
There'll be no dreaded song
I just beheaded the long
With you between my temples
Fingerpainting fictional flowers throughout
My mental overpowered but gentle
Sweeter than sour tempered
Just fiending for an hour when
We can be back together
This evil convenience, is easier than love
In fact, most everything is easier than love
It's whack, but, I guess the tempered
Human being deserves it
For being born with mortal sin
All torn up in stomachs and aching bones
I know that you can never just
Stomach these aching tomes disguises
As achey poems
But, it's the only way I'll come
To grips with what went wrong
It's the only way I'll clear my
Throat of these dead frogs
And it's embarassing sometimes I know
But, I hope that the sinners realize
That this pain stems from growth

Do doo doo, doo doo doo 3X
Doo doo doo doo doo doo

Well here's that third verse that
I usually cut from songs
And maybe it's a symbol of
Me finally moving on
Or maybe it just means that I
Never want to let go
Or possibly it's signifying the
Loss of self-control
And a last effort attempt to reach
What's missing from my soul
Where those few visible words that
Won't even graze her earlobes
But, I give it a shot - though
And rock slow enough
So she can know his breath just not
For the rhymes to say
He's trying too hard, he's making it tough
I hope she knows I give a fuck
More than head penises and
Pussies and Hollywood sluts
I'm sorry for not giving up
I'm sorry for caring too much
I'm sorry for giving apologies so many times
That I'm stuck in a rut
I wish that this could be the
Last time that I said love
Cause sometimes wishes come true
So now this song is done

Do doo doo, doo doo doo 3X
Doo doo doo doo doo doo