Ceschi - Inside lyrics

"Try, try, try again" is easy to say
When your body isn't broken
And your feet aren't chained
But when you're mumbling "things will be ok"
With a gun to your brain things change
Now I just want to control all this rage
There was a moment in time when
I swore to my mom that I'd
Shoot a cop's face off
Or put a bomb in the middle
Of a federal court house
In the name of Trayvon
When they glue your eyelids to your forehead
And tape your mouth shut you can't say much
So I'm just gonna keep faith in what I love
Oh, oh, my, my
Is there anything better that we
Can ever achieve in this
Whole whole lifetime?
I don't want to be another martyr for a cause
That never grows, grows, wide, wide
Don't tell me everything is
Gonna work out fine
I could never find the time
To design a time machine
Or rewind back into a better life
Those those bright lights
All they're ever gonna do is blind eyes
Only really want to redefine my
Life as it sit's on this timeline
When I die I will explode into the night
And take a few stars with me
To show this world i put up a fight
Try try try again's easy to say
When nobody's pulling teeth out
Of your bloody face with a razor to your
Neck watching you suffocate
"it'll be okay", that's what they all say

(inside me) there is a fire
That won't stop burning

Try try try i swear I tried my best
But was left on the side of the
Road with a hole inside my chest
And a heart can only beat so
Fast 'fore it decides to rest
When it's been so stressed
And it feels like you're fighting
For a single breath
Am I becoming an animal clawing
Away underneath my cage?
Expecting to find something better
Outside of this world
When I reach the grave?
When the nihilism sneaks into my brain
Will I still keep on
Trying to convince myself
That a human race can change?
Lord won't save me
I could never put faith in make believe
So don't go pray for me
Need to find the motivation just to
Get me to my feet growth has painfully
Taught me to lift myself up
Even when I felt numb
When the tears have welled up
In my eyes, bruises swelled up
Grow those great seeds
Vines can wrap around enemies
I don't mind if no one remembers me
But don't let this fire end with me
They can try to kill every
Single goal I've ever had
I'll just watch and laugh
Knowing that all vines grow back