Ceschi - Sans Soleil lyrics

This has been an awfully costly trip
Taking many parts of me with it taken away
Finished with the talking about it
Most my words are hardly making sense anyway
This has been an awfully costly trip
But this planet hasn't lost me yet
Take it away
This has been an awfully costly trip
But my body hasn't rotted yet sans Soleil

Wrote another eulogy for a friend
That will stay hidden inside a note pad
Never to be read on a plane, again
Devastated while all these
Strangers are staring
With mouths agape at my face
As if they pity some sort of elephant man
Listening to "Love Song For Dead Che"
Followed by "The Requiem"
Thinking of short lives
How Amadeus was 35 when he died
Yet somehow I'm alive
With both feet standing Galápagos Islands
Where Darwin spent five weeks
To be immortalized
I'm only discovering ways to hide
This heart-pounding anxiety from
My mother's eyes
I feel her sensing that I'm not fine
And she's right
She sees the creases on my forehead
Grow darker from feeling the
Cold breath of death
On the back of my neck each night

Na na na, na na na, na na na
Na na na na na na na, na na na na
Na na na, na na na, na na na
Na na na na na na na, na na

This has been an awfully costly trip
But this planet hasn't lost me yet
Take it away
This has been an awfully costly trip
But my body hasn't rotted yet sans Soleil

Wrote a song for Rob called "Survival Part 1"
Wrote one for Maria called "July It Snowed"
Can't believe we lost you Sixo
Fucking hate the fact that you
Never got the chance
To see your beautiful girls grow
Bender's mother handed me a painting
Of her son smiling
I miss the way he drunk dialed me
To speak in Blood Meridian wildly
They kicked me out of Canada
Never saw him again niles and I talked death
About the times we felt numb
Enough to make life end
A year ago he wrote he had a year left
Still didn't want to believe it
When I received the text
Cleaned his house spotless, fed the pets
Wrote a short note
Put a rope around his neck
Feel bad I never wrote back
About that Death Grips track
I was hating, now I'll listen back
J, Bryan, AJ, Noah, fucking smack
Such beautiful art stopped dead
In it's tracks
By track marks Figurines of sad
Fat luck cats sit armless in bodegas
Wish I could have saved you
Wish I could have saved you all
I wish I saved you
Today the perfectly curated image
Galleries of their lives
Are left on social media sites
Frozen in time
Pretty girls on the internet ask
Me if I'm fine i reply "I'm alive, alright?"

Na na na, na na na, na na na
Na na na na na na na, na na na na

If I'm not awake, I might be dead
If I am not then what's my head up-
-when it goes down
Then does not work like no one knows
Where comas go, where people hide
Where evil lies, where the devil is
I'm not here trying to fight my years
Leave me here