Chaosbay - CHAPTER IV: The Climax lyrics

Oh if I could i know I would
Erase the fears that poke the fire
Oh if I could i know I should
Cease suppressing my desire
When all these tears dry
I'll make you understand if I could
I know I would
"and he found himself as a creature
That should never have been born
Struggling with this second ego
Fleshly or not, but existing in every case
Dividing him in two lifeless parts
Meaningless on this earth
Meaningless on this screen
Not even a blain at the edgе of society
Unseen, empty and cold
As cold as their hospitals
Whеre all of them got rid
Of sickness and disease sickness and disease
Referring to the bible’s words
And what was written between these lines
Lines of goodness lines of strength
Without any falsity and phoniness
Falsity and phoniness
Cause he's not what he seems to be
He's not a smiling suit living in
The suburbs of your future
And he’ll never be
Cause he's dead, and he has always been
Like leafless tree, like a never read book
Like a disgusting boiling slop
Of aloofness and insecurity
Without dignity or any kind
Of support or shelter run for cover
Like corpses mouldering from the inside
Still kind of moving but
Creeping so childishly
Creeping so childishly craving for life
In a world that doesn't deserve anything
That left him alone and that left her alone
In each other forever and never again
Drawing wrong conclusions
Finding an easy solution and no turning back
Just together finally
In eternity"