Chelsea Cutler - Mess lyrics

I'm a mess, I’ve been a mess for months
I know it's real (I know it's real)
I’ve been doin' anything I can
To numb how it feels (Numb how it feels)

And I know that puttin' all
This liquor in my body
Won't exonerate me from the
Guilt that haunts me
No, there's nothin' in the world
That's gonna stop me still I wait for you
And I know

It's late and I wanna go home
But, I’m scared of how quiet
It’ll be without you
I hate takin' off my own clothes
Gettin’ in my own bed
Spinnin' thoughts about you
It's late and I'm waitin’ behind
For the drugs to kick in and erase my body
I hate how it's all in my head
Smokin' your cigarettes
Thinkin' you could still want me

I'm a mess, I've been a mess for months
I know it's true (I know it's true)
I look for validation from
Anybody that's not you, yeah

And I know that puttin' all
This liquor in my body
Won't exonerate me from the
Guilt that haunts me
No, there's nothin' in the world
That's gonna stop me still I wait for you
And I know

It's late and I wanna go home
But, I'm scared of how quiet
It'll be without you
I hate takin' off my own clothes
Gettin' in my own bed
Spinnin' thoughts about you
It's late and I'm waitin' behind
For the drugs to kick in and erase my body
I hate how it's all in my head
Smokin' your cigarettes
Thinkin' you could still want me

It's late and I'm waitin' behind
For the drugs to kick in and erase my body
I hate how it's all in my head
And I know I'm a mess
Thinkin' you could still want me