Chester P - Holocaust lyrics

I look around and see the
Struggle of the modern youth
Never going school for 'nuff of
Them is never nothing new
I look at life and try figure
How to love the world
I guess I gotta start with my
Soul and try and love myself
But that's a lot of love
Me I'm runnin' kinda dry
That's why I spent a lot of
Time tryna hide behind the high
And I can tell ya man you'll
Never find a place to hide
They sell you on the dream of some
Escape but that's a state of mind
I keep on diggin' for the truth
But really need to bail
I'm diggin' up the dirt and
Gettin' politics benеath my nails
If I could run away and find
Myself a place to move
Whеre everybody livin' was entitled to
A plate of food then I would disappear
Just as if I was never here
Quicker than the words being said
Could ever hit your ears
But, I know this ain't a place
That I could live to see
A place where everybody's free
Of poverty and misery
And where I rest li'l kids
Are being killed a lot
By other li'l kids who run up
Deep enough to fill the block
I sit and cry about the friends
That I ain't gonna see
And kids who run around like it's
A gangster that they wanna be
I shed a tear for any parent
With a child who passed
And anybody livin' through the
Struggles of the aftermath
I know it's hard to laugh
Sometimes it's hard to cry
People keep on askin' for your
Help but you can't reply
It's not a song you hear me
Singing it's a way of life
Anything you've taken from this world
You gotta pay the price
And when I sit and take a
Breath to readjust my strengths
And build another bridge 'cause I've learnt
That I could trust my friends
Reunited on the other side of emptiness
With words to make the rebels of
This world wanna clench a fist
And every players got the cards
That their dealer dealt
I sit and write about my life and
How the things I see have felt
It's like I'm walkin' with my Guinness
Through the street I dwell
And tell the truth I'm feeling like I'm
Burning in a sea of hell
And when I'm dead I bet I'm
Turnin' in my grave for them
The youths that are traveling this path
That we pave for them
'Cause it's a bitter taste in
Venom that I feed upon
I try my very best to be the
Best on any beat I'm on
And overall I leave a lot of
What I do to fate
And hustle with these numbers that you
Find between the 2 and 8 'Cause any time
I could hustle up a couple O's
And rustle up some money like
A Texan with some buffalo's
And it's the way I live
Or else I wouldn't say I do
And every time I gotta shot a bag
Of weed it's de ja vu
'Cause, I've done it before I'm
Not ashamed to say
I'd do it all again if there ain't
Nothing else to save the day
It's just my regular way to
Feed my many needs
I'm watchin' all my pennies 'cause it's
Pounds that the pennies breed
Some are yapping from the mouth
That the Henny feeds
Tryna overcome but any minute's
When my head exceeds
I'm in this room full of
Puppies and their pedigrees
The kittens and their cats in the
Flats like a den of thieves and never doubt
I'm the heart that will never freeze
Soul that will never sell
Spirit that will never leave
I'm like the energy of
Everything you've ever seen
The king of dreams
Shadows of reality is self esteem
Self redeemed, believe me, hell I've seen
I returned unscathed and sold
The tale for beans never doubt
What I shout's from a place I feel
I see a thousand faces only ten
Of them will face the real
And all I'm saying is tomorrow's
Full of hate to spill
Another generation of young who think
It's great to kill think about it man
That's all I ever wanna cause
A new chain of thought
Bring your horrors to the holocaust