Chester P - The Authorship lyrics

Wake up every morning to
The same damn feeling
And devise a plan to rise
Above the city like spiderman
I spent my better years inside a cider can
Drowning on the potion in my writers hand
Scribbling these feelings man
I wrestle with the best of these times
That this life gave to me
My lifestyle was truly
Reflecting it'self hatefully
It took a lot of fears for
These words to appear gracefully
On tear stained pages
These beer stained sages of a
New world remain to be
Mirrored in the words that I wrote
In a state of vacancy
No matter what it takes from me
My every little demon always
Hit the paper sacredly i shift shape
Shaping the state of my face facing these
Stations of the battle cats
Shackles of complacency
Street dwelling weed selling inner
City snake in me walking in the maze of
This bitterly made masonry
Blazing on a grade of a strain that
I spent the day to greet
I walk the streets with a lot of scars
And talks cheap to pay the price of the
Piper it cost a lot of bars
The hardest truth to obtain is
In a knotted shard
Buried in my guts this man at
Large knows that nothing lasts
Even the last laugh will demise
Into a dreaded silence
The dreaded sirens of the
Banshees of unsettled violence
Broke my chain of thought
Of self emancipated guidance
A rebel rising on these vapours
Of a devils island
LSD and Psilocybin were my saving grace
I used to sit and
Meditate about trading places
With all my people who had left
Me for the sacred matrix
I saw tomorrow like a paper chase
But these papers never meant shit
They still don't mean shit
I've seen a lot of friendships
Destroyed by this fiendish
Green light of greed within
A dreamlike consensus
To feed right this street
Life'll breed misadventures
The poet in me, romanticising daily huh?
The worlds a drug, my life's paraphernalia
If I could climb out of bed
With this bag of weed
I mean I'd sit and write a
Tale that could travel to Australia
Reverse it'self
Echoing success within the failure
Returning to the sender the
Agenda of my savior
This telekinesis got me speaking like Xavier
Maybe I'm a crazy case wake
Up with this lazy face
Observe my every presence In
This future I'm creating
In this state of mind I found myself
Writing these words to say to ya
Now do ya get me? Rewind it and hear it twice
I used to spend my days
Afraid of having sober nights
Man I know I now control the universal dice
I roll 'em on a bed of stars
Creation is my only right
Simply put in a multitude of stages
I'm the author and the characters
That's found within the pages
Of this novel that I'm writing so I
Write it how the fuck I feel
The truth igniting this writing
Is knowing nothings real
If life is nothing it's simply
Because there's nothing willed
So I rewrite it enlightened
By this proper skill
I could be lost, blinded by the daffodils
I spend my whole life meditating
But this stack of bills
Is building up behind me while
I'm visualising happy meals
Feeding empty faces who are clapping
Like a pack of seals
For all these rappers in a
Frenzy tryna' boast to us
"I fuck bitches", yea mate so do most of us
We chase riches 'till our spirit's
Like a ghost to us
Then lay down in our ditches and dream
Of these people close to us
You're quite ironically furthest away
I surrender to this pen and
These words that I say
And in the universe next door there's
A next Chess tryna' explore
The next best solution for losing
A grip on deaths law so lets say
All of us are created in this headspace
Of self expressive light waves
Preparing for the next page i wrote that
I looked upon the heavens and controlled that
While the goddess of success was
Busy begging for some bocat
But, I ain't yamming underneath
Of any old scat
My soul clapped the book changed
It's name like poll tax
And nowadays i'm pretty sure
They'll never understand me
So I write myself a part
Where my art is candid
I'll leave you stranded in a novel
That I'm yet to finish
Too many hours being made
Up of regretful minutes
Too many minutes to calculate
The counting seconds i take the stage
Take my bow until tomorrow beckons