Chester Watson - Colors lyrics

Yo, so I'm starting to realize
That everything I do has been
Dotted with steel eyes
Only looking at the picture in grey scale
No other colors matter as long as
I'm in the state frail
Or in the frail state
And only portray reconciliation if
The situation ain't real
And this is starting to feel phony to me
Cannibalistic tendencies I'm going
Kony to meet
The makers (shit) we having fun at the beach
Black president in office so we
Think that we free (Sike)
Notice we only a government's hassle
Comrad rather flip bricks than a tassel
Sad, that we don't feel what we say
And I'm tired of the Earth so you
Can catch me in the astro
Glazed, I been up all night
Sparked a J so I'm kinda high
Can you please pass those shades
Even though it's dark in the day
Don't aim to exercise my demons
Only keep them at bay
Family tell me I'm a genius
I'll believe that I'm sane
When I ain't hearing other voices walk
The streets of my brain
Lately I'm saying fuck the
Consequence receding the change
'Cause I ain't even fucking
Eating or at? praying
Give me the vodka and the weed
Let me relieve me the pain
Been contemplating suicide so my
Esteem has been tamed