ChewieCatt - Curtain Call lyrics

Is this the end?
My final farewell
I'll never understand being put all through this hell
Wish you all the best
But only mean a few
Do you even notice all the things you put me through

This is my last goodbye
The final curtain call
I need you to realize my backs against the wall
You know I'm not that type
But I've been pushed too far
I need you to realize it's breaking in my heart

Can you say why?
Or can you explain how?
Just understand I never changed who I am now
What have you been told?
Or should I even care?
Despite what they say I'm still the same when I was there

This is my last goodbye
The final curtain call
I need you to realize my backs against the wall
You know I'm not that type
But I've been pushed too far
I need you to realize it's breaking in my heart

Oh, there's nothing like losing when you're already down
But remember how things were when I was around
I know, I know, it may all be over now
But never change who you are deep inside
I didn't and I know that'll come to light
One day, just know its not my fault alright?

But this is my last goodbye
The final curtain call
I need you to realize my backs against the wall
You know I'm not that type
But I've been pushed too far
I need you to realize its breaking in my heart
There's breaking in my heart