Childish Gambino - Not Going Back lyrics

It seems like they all want me to fail
But I’m not going back not going back, baby
Please tell me you don’t want me to fail
‘Cause I’m not going back not going back

I could've been a tragedy
That’s why these fake niggas who call
Me pussy are mad at me
‘Cause they ain’t have the
Smarts or the heart
Ain’t you read the fucking
Book 'Things Fall Apart?'
I was never gonna stay the same
All I ever really wanted was
To change the game
Spent the year kicking ass and taking names
Try to tell it to your heart, Taylor Dayne
Mama told me I was special when
Them test scores came in
Calling me the new Will Smith, that’s Jaden
Calling me a faggot when I’m rapping
That’s hating i need to slow down
What the fuck is y’all saying?
Step inside the party
Y’all niggas is mood killers
My lifestyle simple: Live easy
And Bruce Willis
I’m the boss, Michael Scott
Y’all bitches is just Phyllis
Set the world on fire
Y’all motherfuckers is chillin'
What is this?
That’s why these fucking emcees
Want their asses back
Don’t you know that I’m a rapist? Ask a track
Whiskey sipping, wanna drink the whole bottle
But these smart middle-class black kids
Need a role model
Fucking hate me, that’s what I’m used to
Suck a dick, we the shit, Metamucil
God damn, man, there’s gotta be a better way
Than pill-popping all these drugs so
I can stay awake
Like I’m Jessie in this bitch, I’m so excited
There’s a party at the top, you ain’t invited
But it’s lame, and all the bitches is fake
You think about your old girl and
How breaking up’s a mistake
Black dudes assume I’m closeted or kinda gay
White people confused like girl
On Glee and Gabourey
IAmDonald is a full-time job
These niggas want me to fail so
They can write me off

It seems like they all want me to fail
But I’m not going back not going back, baby
Please tell me you don’t want me to fail
‘Cause I’m not going back not going back

Dirty girls love my dick they’re cockroaches
Jewish girls eat my meat, it’s not kosher
Relax, black chick
I think that I have offended thee
Got nothing against the sisters
I just don’t think they’re into me
I am not a thug, AKA: What they pretend to be
I am just myself, AKA: My worst enemy
Yeah, bitch
Cut the swag with a fucking knife
I come hard like my life keep her pussy tight
It’s cool though, it’s all good
You want a dude who keep
It real and stay hood
I’m sorry, babe, but I act me
I don’t "act black" whatever that be
I’m just happy these girls seem into me now
Yeah, they're looking for some In-N-Out
Animal style with this lettuce, cheese
Bread making sandwiches
That’s why you niggas fail like
All of your parents’ marriages
Ran into Rashida Jones
Told me that she heard my song
When I called her mixed like the
Crowd at my last show
She said to write her something
Nice on the next track
But she cute, so I wrote her ass a whole rap
Man, I threw that shit away, it felt dumb
Believe me, it was bad, we’re better off
You’re welcome
I worked hard on that song like day and night
That whole song made this one verse, crazy
Right?
I guess it all goes somewhere, you know that?
Like that bullshit
You talked before Culdesac
"I didn’t know he had it in him"
Couldn’t see me as Spider-Man
But now I’m spittin’ venom
Now you payin’ attention
Pick your fucking face up
When I wanna be a superhero, I just wake up
Renaissance man with a Hollywood buzz
I refuse to go back to not
Liking who I was because
Fake love, these fake dreams
These fake sounds
All the things that we felt
Your voice was screaming too loud
I know what you’re ready to be (be)
But it isn’t with me (me)
So I’m ready to leave you alone
I don’t really wanna fight like this
I don’t ever wanna lose your kiss
All I ever wanted was someone to hold onto
I just wanna be your girl
Everything you haven’t heard
Plus, I just wanna be with you with you
With you i just wanna be with you
With you with you, oh
Oh, oh