Christine and the Queens - Doesn't matter lyrics

Lingering on when they kiss
Leaning towards this abyss
And of lately the only people I can stare
Are the unraveled ones with
Their hands laying bare

But their hands are numb and empty
Their dull silence soothes me
Loud whispers in my back as
If I couldn't hear
Thought I left ghosts behind but
They're just coming near

It doesn't matter, does it?
If I know any exit
If I believe in God, and if God does exist
If I believe in God, and if God does exist

Rage as a fabric, through and through
Like that gaze they used to do
'Cause the suicidal thoughts that are
Still in my head
Give her that awful side-smile when
I lay in bed

It doesn't matter, does it?
If I know any exit
If I believe in God, and if God does exist
If I believe in God, and if God does exist

She's barely feeding, but she'll deny
Ribbon legged, she passes by
Until she surrenders in the
Midst of the street
And the guys simply stare
But continue to eat

It doesn't matter, does it?
If I know any exit
If I believe in God, and if God does exist
If I believe in God, and if God does exist
It doesn't matter, does it?
If I know any exit
If I believe in God, and if God does exist
If I believe in God, and if God does exist

And if I am cast out
'cause I wanted some more
And if this guy dances way
Too close to the shore
And if I could just push this
Door chalked on the wall
And if after the void there's
Somewhere else to fall

Uh, forget I said it uh, I soliloquise
Uh, a stinging nettle
Their hands on their thighs

Run if you stole a shard of sunlight
(yeah, yeah)
Don't ever tell them, I've got your back
(yeah, yeah)
Choking to tears with shards of sunlight
(yeah, yeah)
Run if you stole a shard of sunlight
(yeah, yeah)
Run if you stole a shard of sunlight
(Oh, run)
Don't ever tell them, I've got your back
(Save all you can)
Choking to tears with shards of sunlight
(Oh, you won't be found)
Run if you stole a shard of sunlight
(Oh, and never come back)

It doesn't matter, does it?
(She'll never come back) if I know any exit
(Won't be, won't ever come back)
If I believe in God and if God does exist
(Won't ever come back)
If I believe in God and if God does exist
(Oh, save us)

It doesn't matter, does it
(And never come back) if I know any exit
(Oh, save us, oh)
If I believe in God and if God does exist
If I believe in God and if God does exist

God, God, God, God ooh, oh
Ooh